(January 5, 3:13 pm)

I have still not come to terms with 2011..for somewhere, in some sense, 2010 has a kind of silence about it, that affords me lot of comfort..

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I had preempted, January 1 could be gloomy reminder of everything that is bygone..of times, of days, that once blossomed under somebody's sunshine of love...

and so I had cleverly had plans to fill up those spaces..with prayer..with hope...and with honest attempts to recollect dreams that are cast away...

i got up relatively early, and after i had washed and changed, i offered the daily prayers....this time, more elaborately...more eagerly...wanting to make it more honest...and threading it with a sense of togetherness that connects the mortal to the divine..

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I watched Gulliver's Travel at Big Cinemas..and then shopped at City Centre..for two of my friends who had comforted me so well in september..and also worked like hell to make the funeral grand!

I have to take something for another of my friend too..but i didnt have as much money...and i hate economising presents..

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I had some good food at CCD then,
and was office by around 5..

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The cell buzzed like never before..it had started at 31st itself, as the clock announced 12..so many people called me and sent sms-es...lovely ones...full of hope..full of life..and of all those magically good things that you get to read about in Grimm Brothers..lots of messages were there on FB and orkut too..even from ppl i hadnt expected would wish..

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A couple of ppl i expected didnt wish..may be they have forgotten my b'de..or may be they have forgotten me itself..i think too much...because i attach myself with others too much..actually i do rarely, but when i do i really start imagining my life around them..

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But as a rule, people love me,
and then they leave me!

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Did Anon 99 wish me?

May be he/she did..over the phone, or over sms..may be orkut..fb..someway but with his real name, so that i would not know..Anyway, i extend him/her greetings for a flattering 2011..

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Im realising my adroitness at finances is just as bad as mumma's..
Of the 22,800 i had drawn on 23rd December, only 1800 remains! And i havent even booked my return flight..

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If i had more time, id write about The gr8 ACJ Season 2!
the exuberant hobnobbing with Nishat sir, and his depri team..

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Tomorrow i shall...seeya..and happy new year to all my anon readers!
:) :)

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