(January 15, 9:23pm)

Why is this taking long? and why are 'ends', especially ones which germinate into new beginnings, necessarily take long?

The Gods, where are they... I don't want one more day of January wasted now.. 2013 is mine... It has to be adequate and organised.. like it used to be earlier.. when Mum was around..

XXX

Once this matter is resolved, I'd be freed of the 28 months of incessant torment.. in the form of absence of peace... content too... I thought today would be that day..

But now it seems this man would eat away some more of my time... Anyway, let me be patient.. I have to.. that's my new year resolution after all..

XXX

(Jan 14, 4:37pm)

Happy Makar Sankranti folks.. How are you all? In full festive fervour? We Bongs have 'peethe' on this day..

That's a special sweet prepared with rice powder with different stuffing such as kheer, peas, potato inside.. and cooked in vapour and then fried with minimum spices to give delicate aroma..

XXX

Lots of memories of this day.. we'd go to grandmum's place and all of us would make them together, and then have them over dinner.. That's the ritual..

Having the kheer peethe-s tonight.. Excited..

XXX

I know I am blogging too little, and I do feel guilt ridden when I see you guys coming to this site, vide the feedjit and blog stats, and probably feel disappointed..

Would be writing more often soon.. waiting for some matter to be resolved.. something which would give me INDEPENDENCE from my present worries once and for all..

Once that happens, I would write to you lot of stuff.. In fact, I am having some fab plans for myself this year, and want to discuss all of that with you..

XXX

(Jan 1, 12:10am)

With the hope that we do not need heinous crimes to wake up to heinous crimes, Happy New Year 2013!

XXX