(December 31, 1:08 pm)

I thought i'd be too depressed over the year end.
Im not..

May be im counting too much on the plans i've made...why shouldn't i?? when i've asked Gods to ordain it, why there be scepticism at all?

Faith is chaste.
There cannot be misgivings in faith.

XXX

House would be mess around this time..cut and uncut vegetables replacing the unlaid carpets for a while..kitchen already turned into a grocery..and you hopped for space in the living room...the furnitures were being re-arranged...before something more urgent occupied the attention of the lady of the house...and her help...the fridge, too..sweets and other stuffs all cramming out.."spare the centre table, im gonna read magazines." "Then where do you suppose i stuff the meat-balls?" "Why have you put those hoard of clothes in my bed.." "They need to be ironed." "You could have given them to laundry." "Those are delicate fabrics."

"stop nagging now..why dont you help me and Malti?"
"Hello, Im the birthday, boy!"

"Thats next year honey."

XXX

Tommorow is next year. If it were the past, id suddendly scream out: "Mumma.....Om uncle....We haven't invited them yet."

"We'll drop there from the cake shop."

XXX

"that would be so nice. We'll also get pastries for happy and tusu."

XXX