I finally joined work today..........and with such zealous indifference to it!

And if that weren't enough, I was yawning all the time.........outcome of yesterday's night out.....

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This friend of ACJ- not sure if I am at liberty to call him/her friend yet- kept postponing plans for a meeting up all day, till I was tired and really disinclined to meet at all...

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I allowed myself for the hang-out still........as, I really do not have many friends to choose from...and then, irrespective of the involvement that may come from the other side, I am too sensitive, and longing for those I see as friends!

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So, it hurts...At times....when your affection is not reciprocated at....

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This girl/Boy first takes me for dinner, then a movie at PVR...a Ben Afflick one, which, although little known here, was engaging to be fair.

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But, before that we had had visited the play station and tried our hands at games....He/She said, I was to blame for the humiliating scores...

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Can't agree more.
I'm AWFUL at sports!

Even animated sports.

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After the movie, we had another round of dinner....and then home, before the crack of dawn!

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It was good fun.

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Bindoo Ma'am just happened to see me....At the Hindu office, today, where she had come looking for Arvind Sir.

It was a delightful chance meeting!

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Before departing today, I tell this friend, who I may never get to see again, "I'm waiting for the Joining, as a convict waits for the hour of his execution."

He/She seemed to understand....and hence, quite sensibly, shunned from either condoling me, or dismissing my thought.

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Such has my passion for work degenerated!

Yes, I know I still can excel at it, but this attempt, this demeanor at work (place), would be, then, so spectacularly lacking in inspiration.

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He/She felt I had become dangerously thin....and despite a definite indifference that was noticeable yesterday, seemed to be worried at my debilitated body.

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I am worried, too. My weight has actually come down to XY Kgs, which is a five point five Kgs loss in just 6 weeks.

I'm a sensitive person, and this had to happen, hence.

Leave alone the gory things that have happened to me recently, if a friend or relative misbehaves even momentarily, it begins to show on my health.

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And MIND, too.

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