(February 25, 5:46pm)

Looking ugly.
And this can't be helped.

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Because, first, for some strange reason, if im not having any stubbles, im looking dull and dismayed..for the past few months..and please, i can't have stubbles all the time..

It itches..

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Secondly, im attempting to grow my hair..like it was before 2008...but the process is unnerving...it looks so unkempt..i mean once you have grown it full length, you can shape it as you desire..but before that, it's so unmanagable..and so untidy..

At least for the last five times, i have crossed half the mark..at the risk of being hideous..and then chopped it finally...as the mirror said "eeks!"

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Today again, my resolution is beginning to flee..
lets see..

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