(July 11, 7:48pm)

Got all the four books.
Flipkart I must tell you is a prompt service!

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So, it's going to be literature, literature, and literature next couple of weeks.. plus of-course rain which is finally here to greet us!

Rain and literature, literature and rain... rain, rain.. literature and rain.... and good food... and my novel shaping up!

Gawd!

It's mood-enhancing!

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Okay, i totally forgot.. many of you must be wondering whatever happened to 'him" and the rounds of talks over family pension..

Okay.. he has agreed...
He will take it in his name and pass off to us...

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But by agreeing to transfer the money himself rather than formally through bank, he's made a space for himself from where he probably plans to impose muted authority on me, if not harass me..

He needs a foot... foot makes him feel present.. and alive... and in command..

Foot satisfies his ego.. or may be the complex... or pride or whatever he has allowed himself to be possessed with in these years..

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His volumes of learning hasn't come handy in comprehending even core requirements of a relationship..

Had he agreed for the same willingly, with few good wishes rather than 21 months of sinful tantrum, wouldn't this remarkably transform our relationship?

But then, foot and not heart seems to him more important..

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Anyway leave it... he's usurped 20 lakhs, and he'd be chipping in 24 thousands (every month).. the discourse as well as "he" end here...

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Rain, rain, more rain...
and a rain of literature too!

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