hmmmm....wat do i write?

That last three days had been busy...exacting... preoccupying my every moment, and sparing me no time to read my heart out on this blog?

"nah, boring"

So wat do i say?

Hey, the enraged professor seems to like me again...over the canteen he made the overtures, going to the extent of telling me "Ah cum'mon, you don't need adorements.. Walk-in in ur worst wear, and they are gonna recruit you..."

"so narcissistic"

On a second thought...Am i not?

No, im not...though sometimes, im tempted to believe i am...only to realise later, it's self-involvement, not vanity!
Perhaps, emerging out of an isolation, that has defined most of my life...

Yeah, i had fiends, good ones...
great mummy, caring, loving... successful too!

But, isolated still i am...may be i have never bothered to learn the art of either overturing or reciprocating...i like people- rarely though i do.. and in purely non-romantic sense....but cant involve with them yet...i become an outlander!

Why?

Am i not beautiful?

Sure...

Wasn't she always in the look out to get to hug me? Din't the second one used to flirt with me to feel sexy? and hasnt this third gal employed a friend of hers to find out whether i like her??

Yup, good-looking
Competent
Classy (i have to add that.... after all my grandfathers travelled in carriages)

But, why do i like so few a people?
oh, thats precisely called choice!

But, it's disappointing...in so many ways.. First, your ambit for finding friends is dramatically reduced.. Second, there's no guarantee the few people you find worthy, would value you too.. And, third, when those few friends desert you, you feel broken..you feel crestfallen...you not just lose friends, you lose heart..you lose hope..

Okay, so wat do i write?

That a former model's love interest betrayed her...and betrayed why?
He was gay!

Silly, i should rather send her apologies!

......

Guess what? Guess what?
I have an idea!
I'll write all about ACJ...

Huh, din't you did the same for that work-shirker Professor?
Yeah, i did...but that was about the college...this would be about the boys and the gals..No, no, not the 162 of them..

But, the three people who interested me, and a couple of others who turned me off!

That would be fine, more so when the days in ACJ draw to a close..
So, should it be her first?
or him?
or another her?

I need time to think..