(June 25, 10:25pm)

It had been too, too hot off late... and I was without ac for the first time in five years..

That's why couldn't blog really.. I hadn't been reading either... which I usually do irrespective of circumstances..

And then this job is really taxing.. It doesn't leave me with any time at all.. the shifts are strange... I report to office at 1.. and by the time work is over, it's 9:30..

You would imagine that returning home, eating dinner, preparing for sleep... it must be 11:30-12... and then, there's no energy to write...

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If I were to return home at 7pm, I'd be so happy... I would spend the evening reading and writing.. and reflecting my own thoughts over this blog here..

I don't mind getting early to work in the morning... but I must return home early... and then this job is such that I am drained on holidays, too..

Or, may be, it's the excessive heat..

But, I'm a believer and I am an optimist.. I'm sure the good, old days would be back.. I'd blog more often... and just as candidly...

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