(June 3, 12:43am)

And yeah, i had been telling you about some girl too...anyway, nothing to update...have been too busy to breathe even...and anyway i dnt plan to get married before 33-34...

So logically there cant be room for love before 30-31...

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Does logic actually work in love?
Now that is a question!

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Anyway, im not in love...i mean i have experienced it more often in day-dream sessions...like in idle afternoons...i have many of them actually..

The best part is you're not inhibited thinking, what if they give you 2 marks on 10...for the proposal...or for me may be, more importantly the way you propose...

I see im very obsessed with presentation...there cant be any mediocracy there...oh what am i saying..i think i must sleep now...

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If it were some performance, i can woo a girl very well...no not day-dreams, in reality...but it has to be just a performance...i had been good elocutionist after all...and i cam emote as well...

but it has to be a shoot kind of...not real...may be because i really havent fallen in love...Mary Pascal, Svethlana Banerjee (Swabhimaan, remember?) were okay..but then, that was like reading Grimm Brothers...you're filled with ecstasy..and suddenly you are imagining they are your Snow Whites coming out of the books..

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I was telling you about the performance...the other problem is i can do it in only certain environment...and with certain people...everything grandiloquent...i really am at my best in such ambience...

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But more importantly, I really am sleepy and i better sleep now...this would become the most embarrassing post otherwise...

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